PANDEMIC CULTURAL WARS DISTRACT US FROM OUR MANY WARS & OUR ENORMOUS MILITARY BUDGET

That health directives such as wearing masks and getting vaccinated have become battlefields in a cultural war against science has made for a continuing stream of headlines and analysis in the news media. Fighting (a term I use figuratively to connote political activism of all sorts, but not actual combat) the anti-science idiots is something that we shouldn’t have to be doing. Just like we shouldn’t have to be spending energy and resources fighting to preserve voting rights; establish and re-establish civil rights for racial, ethnic and sexual minorities; prevent police brutality; end sales of assault weapons; and the other no-brainer social positions that people in a free secular republic should be taking for granted, instead of battling to preserve or establish against the irrational ignoramuses of contemporary cultural conservatism. The effort to overcome the right-wing’s anti-scientific and racist lunacies is costly, time-consuming and heroic. 

 

And it’s all a distraction.

 

Meanwhile, the wars continue. Afghanistan, Iraq, Somalia, Syria. U.S. troops in 150 counties.

 

Meanwhile the cost of war continues. More than $700 billion a year wasted by the United States—as much as the next 12 countries combined!—for troops, weapons, supplies, equipment, fuel and training in killing other human beings. Included in that $700 billion are billions to develop new nuclear weapons and robot weapons that will operate without the direction or intervention of humans. 

 

Meanwhile, the number of victims of war grow. The most obvious victims of war, of course, are the innocent people that soldiers kill, maim, and drive from their homes into refugee status. But soldiers are also victims—of physical injuries and emotional scars that often never fully heal. And so are their families, who first have to fret constantly while their beloved soldiers are in war zones, and then pick up the pieces when war-broken men and women return home. Moreover, the vicissitudes of war can force soldiers, the civilians they are supposed to hurt, and the families they leave at home into uncomfortable moral compromises. My poem, “Maya,” which one can find in my first collection of poetry, Music from Words, is about the emotional and moral cost at home of wars on foreign shores.

 

MAYA 

 

Afterwards my gloom observes you

gather floor-strewn tumulus of clothes.

The bathroom light reveals a passing wraith,

spectral furnishings and photographs that knit

at once to shaft of light, compress to darkness.

Muffled water arrows pound an unseen slurry.

What lie this time—long lines, wrong turn?

Will he smell me on your body? 

Will he lacerate your qualms with blissful chatter

when you push his wheelchair, spoon him soup,

climb inside the chores of cleaning up a war?

I am sieve you comb through sand in search 

of tender, vital jinnis. And at that fragile burst,

in that isogloss between conceived and real,

mist of golden pooling in your lap,

swan-dive open wing enflaming overhead,

were you with me or with him

with someone else or by yourself?

The water stops, the door unlocks unsettled light

like a man who’s run away from thoughts.

 

Marc Jampole

Originally published in Music from Words (Bellday Books, 2007)

REFLECTIONS ON THE GREAT WATER CYCLE AND THE DEATH OF A BROTHER ALMOST 20 YEARS AGO

We’re approaching the twentieth anniversary of the death of my younger brother Leslie, the result of brain injuries sustained from falling off a roof and landing on concrete. In contemplating his life and death, my mind always wonders what has happened to the people into whom his skin, bones, and kidneys were transplanted. That always leads me to remember that humans are 98% water. When we die, that water returns to the great water cycle that serves as one of Earth’s prime motors: Rain onto land and into oceans, rivers, ponds, and lakes to evaporation from these bodies of water, the ground, and all living creatures to rain again. Along the way, the water of living things gets a mix of water from every other source. In a real sense, the Earth has transplanted water of all past living things into all of us, and our water (and other chemicals) will someday be part of other living things. 

And yet, the water and other substances that constitute our physical beings are not us. Each of us is defined more by our consciousness than our physical make-up. From one point of view, we are little more than past and future rain, yet we are so much more than that. It is interesting to speculate, though, whether any of us contains water that once was Shakespeare, Dante or Shin Na’in. When thinking of Leslie in this context, Pascal always comes to mind—perhaps because both were so intellectually gifted in so many different fields, talents that did not help either in facing his internal demons.

Leslie’s death was sudden, but so is all death. One minute someone is alive, the next minute, they’re gone. The transition from life to death always surprises, even when it is expected. The high mortality rate of Covid-19, especially in the early months, is one more reminder that death can come from out of the blue at any minute.

Some years back, all these ideas about the cycle of life and death coalesced into a poem, “My Brother Still Runs Like Rain,” which Ellipsis published.

 

MY BROTHER STILL RUNS LIKE RAIN

 

My brother’s bones and kidneys must be walking 

somewhere now, transplanted into other men,

perhaps in steady rain the hour before the sunrise.

 

Each raindrop holds the water molecules 

of former living things, now decomposed,

transformed to ice and steam, then cloud.

 

Soon former raindrops walk the city streets,
soon future raindrops step between 

the fallen branches, over muddy cracks.

 

Raindrops somewhere in the world

once formed my brother’s water base,  

and Pascal’s, too, centuries past.

 

And yet this rain is not the same as them,

insensate liquid fall, just bounce and pool, 

cover, spread, run in rivers at the curb 

 

like my brother used to run at dawn,

bare-chested, under buds of water 

clinging to the limbs of leafless trees, 

 

through umber streets, counting footsteps, 

leaping over puddles, chased by clouds 

that promised downpour any minute now.   

 

Marc Jampole

Originally published in Ellipsis #46 (2010)

 

Save the Day – June 6th, 7 PM EST – Zoom Book Launch Party for “The Brothers Silver” by Marc Jampole

Save the Day – June 6th, 7 PM EST – Zoom Book Launch Party for “The Brothers Silver” by Marc Jampole

 

Save the Date: June 6th

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“The Brothers Silver”

A new novel by Marc Jampole published by Owl Canyon Press

 

Date: SUNDAY, JUNE 6TH

Time: 7:00 PM EST (6:00 PM CST; 5:00 PM MST; 4:00 PM PST)

 

  • Introduction by Gene Hayworth, Owl Canyon Press Editor-in Chief
  • Marc reads a few short excerpts from The Brothers Silver
  • Tom Strelich, author of the awarding-winning Dog Logic interviews Marc
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Marc Jampole wrote The Brothers Silver (Owl

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2007), and Cubist States of Mind/Not the Cruelest Month 

(Poet’s Haven Press, 2017). His poems and short stories have 

appeared in many journals and anthologies. A former TV news 

reporter and public relations executive, Marc writes the OpEdge 

blog and has had more than 1,800 articles he has written have

been published in a wide variety of newspapers and magazines.

 

SPONSORED BY OWL CANYON PRESS

   

Save the Day – June 6th, 7 PM EST – Zoom Book Launch Party for “The Brothers Silver” by Marc Jampole

Save the Day – June 6th, 7 PM EST – Zoom Book Launch Party for “The Brothers Silver” by Marc Jampole

Save the Date: June 6th

Zoom Book Launch Party for

“The Brothers Silver”

A new novel by Marc Jampole published by Owl Canyon Press

 

Date: SUNDAY, JUNE 6TH

Time: 7:00 PM EST (6:00 PM CST; 5:00 PM MST; 4:00 PM PST)

 

  • Introduction by Gene Hayworth, Owl Canyon Press Editor-in Chief
  • Marc reads a few short excerpts from The Brothers Silver
  • Tom Strelich, author of the awarding-winning Dog Logic interviews Marc
  • Questions from the worldwide Zoom audience

 

Join Zoom Meeting

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207.226.132.110 (Japan Tokyo)
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Meeting ID: 934 2100 2383
Passcode: 522860

 

Marc Jampole wrote The Brothers Silver (Owl

Canyon Press, 2021), Music from Words (Bellday Books,

2007), and Cubist States of Mind/Not the Cruelest Month 

(Poet’s Haven Press, 2017). His poems and short stories have 

appeared in many journals and anthologies. A former TV news 

reporter and public relations executive, Marc writes the OpEdge 

blog and has had more than 1,800 articles he has written have

been published in a wide variety of newspapers and magazines.

 

SPONSORED BY OWL CANYON PRESS

   

THE CLOSEST THINGS TO LIVING A SURREALISTIC LIFE IS DRIFTING IN AND OUT OF SLEEP WHILE WATCHING TV

Did you ever spend the evening drifting in and out of sleep while watching television? Your consciousness toggles effortlessly between the TV show, a drowsy state in which you hear the TV as a background muttering, your dreamworld, and dreamless sleep. Sometimes when you wake up, you could swear that the TV is on a different station from the one you had on before, and you conclude that you must have kept clicking through the stations on the remote as you entered sleep. Enjambed words and images flow from one state of mind to another. A detailed description of the evening’s reality from your point of view approaches a surreal movie.

 

Maybe because the pandemic has me watching more television, or maybe because I’m getting older, but I have been experiencing more of these half-awake, half-asleep television soirees lately. The poem I wrote about this state of semi-lucid television surrealism, “Still Life with Pheromones and Late-night TV,” appeared in I-70 last year. Enjoy! 

 

STILL LIFE WITH PHEROMONES AND LATE-NIGHT TV

 

Hand remote click-click, 

your shoulders spring from chest

and you awake from mental intercourse

to moil of moaning bass and hip-hop earworm.

 

You’re a groggy human salmon 

slipping through the airplane aisle against the flow,  

getting off when everybody else is getting on,

and your seven-bedroom ranch with windshield windows

feels like crusty fridge and hotplate 

on the counter of a furnished room

by the sink in which you piss and wash your dishes.

 

Hand remote click-click, another nest of ants

with forty different glands emitting signs

and signals, is this caste determination,

grooming, care of brood, alarm?

 

Click-click and turn the volume down

on unsaid things you feel from silent pictures,

a whiff that signifies that someone’s lying,

that sniff that says they didn’t like your presentation,

a chill that makes you realize— 

no one’s listening, heard through skin.

 

Click-click, another screen, another fragrance,

Is it in the air or something between us?

is it gesture, touch or intonation?

this single laugh emitting pheromones

that tell you her desire for you, you hope,

a scent of queen envelops all her subjects.

 

Click-click, fade to foxhole stench 

of endless war but no one really dies.

 

Marc Jampole

Published in 1-70 (2020)

LAST YEAR, APRIL WAS THE CRUELEST MONTH, BUT THIS APRIL IS FULL OF PROMISE

The cruelness of last April would have delighted the T.S. Eliot of “The Waste Land.” We were in the middle of the first wave of the Covid-19 pandemic. We knew very little about the disease except that it was spreading rapidly and was more than 10 times as deadly as the annual flu. Everyone we passed in the streets represented a threat to our lives, as mask-wearing was only getting started, but the culture war Donald Trump and other Republicans declared against mask-wearing was already hitting its stride. The economy was in a tailspin, and virtually all of us were confined to our homes.

 

What a difference April is this year, at least for those who practice social distancing, wear masks, and in other ways take care of themselves and their neighbors. Even wearing a mask, you can feel April’s special warmth caress your face, especially in New York City, where I live. Walking outside yesterday, fortified with both Moderna shots and my mask, I felt the special breeze that blows across Long Island and Manhattan from the Atlantic Ocean. It’s a muggy zephyr that doesn’t oppress, as it might in the summer, but instead strokes our bodies in a loving manner, a breeze that promises many things: the fragrance of spring flowers, the sound of returning birds, the suddenness of spring rain. My poem about Manhattan’s April breeze called “A Bubble of Damp Tranquility,” is part of my chapbook, Cubist States of Mind/Not the Cruelest Month (Poets Haven Books, 2017). (Since the publishing house closed after its owner died, the only place to buy the chapbook is on Amazon—and from Amazon, not the publisher). I stole a few lines from “A Bubble of Deep Tranquility” for a description in the last chapter of my new novel, The Brothers Silver, which is now set to be released on June 1. 

 

A BUBBLE OF DAMP TRANQUILITY

 

A muggy ocean breeze

teases with its wheezes 

glides between the buildings,

reminding us the seas are near.

 

It fills the streets with sticky nuzzles

and the puzzle of the clouds:

will it drizzle, will it drench,

will it shroud the roads with fog

 

undulating emerald over

square and circle beds

of pink and yellow heads,

blinks of purple hid in clover.

 

Twists of conversation ride the wind—

well I mean like so anyway you know

you see no way it’s like I go— 

meaningless as the chirp of birds.

 

Invaded by a damp tranquility,

water hangs in air,

a soothing shadow blanket

reminiscent of another April years ago,

not déjà vu, but déjà senti

 

A burst of sun will break it up 

as if it were a bubble.

 

Marc Jampole

Published in Cubist States of Mind/Not the Cruelest Month (Poet’s Haven, 2017)

THE DAY-TO-DAY GRIND OF BASEBALL REMINDS ME OF OUR PANDEMIC LIFE, BUT ALSO OF EASTERN PHILOSOPHY

Baseball season has started, a long grind of 162 games, just to reach the playoffs, one day very much like the day before and the one after for the ballplayers who spend most every day the same way: going from hotel to practice to game to hotel again. Kind of boring. Kind of like self-isolating during the pandemic. Doomed to do the same thing over and over again, in the case of baseball, until the season ends; in the case of the pandemic, until we (as a series of interlocking societies) get it right. 

 

A few decades ago, I took a very painful break from creative writing for about 10 years. The first poem I wrote after this 10-year hiatus plays on the eternal repeatability of baseball. The central plot of the poem is Mickey Mantle’s mental accumulation of various pains, some new and some remembered, in the split second he waits for the ball to arrive at the plate, a ball he heroically crushes for a towering home run, despite his many wounds. (For the uninitiated, Mantle, one of the greatest ballplayers of any era, was known for playing with crippling injuries and alcoholism.) It is only at the end of the poem when Mickey falls “into the arms of his waiting Yogi” and we see/hear the pun between Yogi Berra and a yogi that we suddenly realize that another version of the poem unfolds simultaneously with the baseball anecdote. This version contemplates the futile attempt to overcome the pain of existence through action in the world, an attempt that will only have to be repeated tomorrow. Thus, even the title takes on irony, because it not only means that Mickey has done this before, it also suggests the transitory futility of the act: he will have to do it again.   

 

It is easy to mislabel the time it takes to sound the litany of Mickey’s pains in the poem as an oft-used cinematic technique of expanding time to increase tension, drama or suspense.  Reading the scene takes much longer than the time it takes for a ball once released from a pitcher’s hand to reach the plate.  In fact, though, the poem is not slowing down time, but merely residing in the mind of the athlete. Anyone who has ever played sports will tell you that in those rare moments when you are about to do something grand and heroic, time always appears to slow down. The ball seems to creep to the plate and it looks as large as a grapefruit and you can slowly uncoil and send it past the third baseman or out of the park.

 

ANOTHER SEPTEMBER AFTERNOON

 

  • If a Bodhisattva watched a baseball game, how would he describe it?

 

He steps to the plate 

a six-inch abscess in his thigh

tape’s tightness cutting both knees

pierce at elbow, pierce in shoulder

shaking in his stomach

alcoholic wail behind his temples

sting of missed chin music 

sear of teammates’ ripped muscles, twisted ankles

writers’ recriminations little torques of pain

each fan’s boo another small wound

an overwhelming nausea at the roar of boos

his father’s jeers at past strikeouts,

missed cutoffs, all little slashes 

the exhortation to practice, swing after swing,

catch after catch, throw after throw

his father’s shame at having never made the cut

his father’s throbbing lungs in the bed he never left

every past out a ridicule

every past hit a taunt that he might not do it again

the aching weight of the bat

in that instant when the ball leaves the pitcher’s hand.

He swings and without looking up

he knows what happens:

He hears it in the explosion of the bat

the flash of silence

the roar that expands for minutes

swallowing its own echo in new decibels

the tired thud as he trots around the bases, slowly, 

head down, into the arms of his waiting Yogi.

 

Marc Jampole

Published in Jewish Currents (Summer 2015)

21ST CENTURY AMERICA GIVES TOO MUCH TO THE WINNERS AND THINKS TOO LITTLE ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE

All societies sort themselves into winners and losers, but the fruits of winning differ,
depending on the society. Compared to historical trends, the United States is giving
more to the winners and less to everyone else than at any time since at least the Gilded
Age of the second half of the 19th century. Supporting the inequitable distribution of
wealth that plagues America is a winners-and-losers ideology that glorifies winners as
celebrities and mocks participation trophies.

My poem “What About the Losers?” unfolds as a variation on the theme of losing,
tracing the collective thought process of those who have lost competitions, first blaming
luck, then the social order, then reveling in the humiliation of losing as if they were
second comings of St. Augustine, until finally the losers blame themselves. The second
stanza tells a parable of the rejection of the win-lose social structure: a man declines the
symbols of success as represented by a tree of life laden with coupons for the spoils of
winning. Instead, he swims to a distant land only to discover that the cheering crowd
that greets him is merely interested in making noise, and cares not for his performance.

“What About the Losers?” was published in my first book of poetry, Music from Words. I
later took a few lines from it, embellished them and placed them in a diatribe one of the
characters gives in my novel, The Brothers Silver, set for publication by Owl Canyon
Press on June 1st. I think it’s my son’s favorite of my poems, which is interesting
because he almost always wins everything, and when he does lose, he does so
gracefully and with little if any emotional discomfort, and afterwards always analyzes
why he lost and how he can improve. Just as I taught him: like the joy of swimming in
the second half of the poem, the joy of competition always resides in the game itself,
and not in the praise or blame that may come from the outcome.

 

WHAT ABOUT THE LOSERS?

What about the losers?,
second place or worse,
far from cheers and exultations
head in hand or pacing claustrophobia,
at least we played the game,
so close and yet so far:
if it wasn't for that hit, that swing,
bad hop, bad turn, bad call,
ball rolling off the fingertips,
fleeting lapse in concentration,
practiced my butt off, studied for years,
made the right moves, met the right people,
flattered, bantered, kissed their asses,
did without, planned ahead,
if it wasn’t for contracting markets,
change in habits, insufficient cash flow,

someone with more contacts,
friend of brother, second cousin, old school tie,
secret handshake, lies and accusations,
loser, loser, loser, loser,
failure, lemon, floperoo,
I don't want a stupid ribbon,
don't want the sloppy seconds,
second best, second hand,
greasy gruel at B-list parties,
legless wine, polyester fabric,
cloying banquet consolations,
finalist who never had a chance,
blew the chance I had,
never strong enough, never smart enough,
didn’t work enough, wasn’t hungry,
too small, too slow, too bored,
too lazy, too distracted, too fucked up,
I deserve to lose.

In the corner of an empty room
a lonely man constructs his fantasy:
a tree of life unfolding overhead
molting blue and silver leaves, each a coupon
for woman's love, exotic travel,
expensive cars, enormous houses.
He reaps his slips of paper,
presses them against his aging body
like a multicolored blanket
then stands up naked,
throws them to a rising wind
and watches as they drift and climb
toward ancient burnt-out stars,
scales his leafless tree,
jumps into the olive ocean,
swims to distant treeless coast.
Crowds of people cheer
for the joy of making noise.

Marc Jampole
Published in Music from Words (Bellday Books, 2007)

DESCRIBING EMOTIONS BY MAKING THEM OBJECTS

Capturing emotions in words sometimes reminds me of trying to catch a beam of light in the hand. I’ve tried lots of common rhetorical tricks with varying degrees of success: describing the physical characteristics of the emotion; using a description of nature to evoke the emotion; telling a story that hopefully leads the reader to an epiphany of the emotion; comparing the emotion to something else. Often, I have turned the emotion into a physical object, alive and animate, or inert but taking up space in a surrealistic scene. One chapter in The Brother Silver, for example, unfolds as a discussion between the various emotions a character feels, each one assuming an appropriate personality and point of view. 

 

A few years back I wrote a cycle of poems in which I used language equivalents of Cubist painting to describe emotions as if they were paintings. About half of the poems, including “Cubist Fear,” made it into literary journals, and all 12 are in my chapbook, Cubist States of Mind/Not the Cruelest Month (Poets Haven Press, 2017). I later took images from “Cubist Fear” and one other Cubist poem, “Cubist Anger,” and inserted them into a panic attack that one of the characters experiences in my novel, The Brothers Silver, which Owl Canyon Press is releasing in June.

 

The publisher of Poets Haven Press died at a very young age about 18 months ago. The website remains up, but one can no longer order any Poets Haven books from it. It’s available on Amazon, but you have to select the option that isn’t Poets Haven. You can also contact me directly on Facebook Messenger or thebrotherssilver@gmail.com and I’ll sell you a copy (as long as my supply lasts).  

 

CUBIST FEAR

 

Emerging from patches of blackness 

brutal heads and bodies lug their clothes 

 

on shoulders hanging sideways next to them,

rambling menace blown through streetlamp streaks,

 

the blinking eyes of feral cats embroider other shadows

stalking light that freezes, splinters, soars.

 

Rectangular sirens blare, then fade to silence, fade to

shouting mouthless goodbyes turning gray and brittle,

 

 haunted triads wince, afraid to delve a brown abyss

of pasted magazines, of posters, strips of parchment.

 

Golem is a letter A that crushes other letters into dust,

the dust is golem hiding from itself in squares,

 

every color I can think of flashes dreaded choking, 

flashes ghastly chilling deadly bleak unknowns.

 

Marc Jampole

Published in English and French in Recours au Poème 2016; Cubist States of Mind/Not the Cruelest Month (Poet’s Haven, 2017)

 

A YEAR INTO THE PANDEMIC AND MISSING THE BEST OF TIMES:FAMILY GATHERINGS AT HOLIDAYS

A year into the plague, we’ve now missed two Passovers, one Rosh Hashanah and one Thanksgiving, the three holidays on which my wife and I generally gather with lots of family. We’ve also missed untold visits from friends and family from out of town, or our frequent outings with those in the New York area. We’ve all mastered the art of the Zoom, but it’s not the same. For one thing, there has been no ripping apart a challah and tossing pieces to everyone, no ritual carving of a turkey or brisket, no taking seconds on cake while complaining that you’re stuffed. In short, no food sharing. Everyone eating their own food on a Zoom call just doesn’t hack it.

On the plus side, though, the technical distance enforced by Zoom has strangely immunized me to the gloomy dread of death that has infected me at family events since I was quite young. From maybe the age of ten, part of me has always feared that somebody at a large family gathering would die before I saw them again. I would analyze to myself who would be the most likely and from what cause—cancer, heart disease, accident, suicide. But now, instead of wondering whether this time will be the last I see anyone, and everyone, on Zoom I assume that everyone will survive and that we’ll all be together on the other side of the pandemic. Given we are in a global health crisis, my confidence in survival strikes me as more foolish and irrational than my previous anxiety!  

A few years back I wrote a poem about the secret presence of death—future and past—looming over family events, contrasting the fact that we die alone with the wonderful joy of togetherness we feel at a family dinner or celebration. Main Street Rag published “The Best of Times” two years ago.

 

The Best of Times

 

Black-bean spare ribs, tangy cabbage salad

celebrate a high school graduation.

Silent dread invades me as I think 

that this will be the final family time 

for one of us: aunt and uncle in their eighties,

another uncle soon retiring from a stressful job,

sickly sister, secret addict, cousins overweight: 

there are just too many here today

and a single marching time, always forward

into dark unknowns for all of us, one by one,

and all the ones who come after,

and all the ones who come after that.

 

Though one by one we die alone,

tonight we gnaw on bones together,

banter cherished stories heard before

and we want to hear again,

stories in stories of whistling past shadows,

swinging at the short end of a long rope,

kinfolk no one’s met in whirling waters, 

huddled over steamy bowls of hope,

the best of times reduced to anecdote

or ancient bas-relief, tableaux emerging 

from a plaster that is life itself, being lived, 

every moment, even as it hardens into past.

 

Marc Jampole

Published in Main Street Rag (2019)